The Intuition

by sharf

The reason my heart got hurt when I first met you
Now I know why,
Because I didn't stop my racing heart
That was awaken after a long dream

I feel as if I’m going to die if I don't have you
Why do I have so many faults?
I lived because of you, now my life is so miserable
I think I am going to go crazy

Even though you warned me not to be like this
I always seem to remember you
If I could actually send you my feelings
I don’t even know if it’s hard for you

Every time I want to smile, you let me cry,
You make my life goes wrong,
Every time I think of you, I gave away all my life,
Because, it’s you that makes my life meaning full

Although you may not regret leaving me,
I’m still crying
I guess now I cannot dream of you,
I have to throw away your memory
So you can leave peacefully

If I can't meet you again,
I console myself that I should stop loving you now,
I really hope to forget you
To forget the entire memory of you in my heart,

But, it doesn’t seem to go as planned
I tried hard to forget you, but I just can't,
I can’t erase you
My memories towards you are still clear

You already knew that I couldn’t erase you
To overcome the hard deals
But by hurting this much
I don’t know how to overcome it

I don't understand why the heavens made me meet u
And gave me such pain
Will that day come?
Like the dream I dream every night,
The words that you said to me, "I Love You"
Will that day come?
Hugging you and saying I Love You till death

I never know it is so hard to love someone,
If I can find out how to leave with you until the end of time,

Show me the way to your heart…..