The Intuition

by sharf...

I don’t know what I felt right now,
Tired, tension, stress… hmm…
But what my heart felt right now?
I don’t know, I never have the answer.

Is it because of her?
I don’t know…
Maybe I have a crush on her,
Really?

Although I never speak directly to her
But seriously I’m thinking about her everyday… and every sec…
I don’t know why
But, by seeing her everyday, it makes my life meaningful

She’s like the “moon”
That lighted my night
She’s so beautiful…
Makes me calm all the time

Maybe she just likes the moon
That doesn’t know or notice
Just stand there without know, my feeling towards her,
And maybe it just me, feeling all sort of things,
It’s just me…

Maybe I just need to forget about her,
It’s hard, but I must
Coz she not for me after all
And she not mine either

Am I crazy… hmm…?
To reach the “moon”
To have the “moon”
Yes, I am crazy…

It’s beyond my reach
I can’t have her
I am crazy
Coz I will never have her, ever

Yes she’s like the “moon”
So beautiful, always lighted my night
Makes me calm
And always stand besides all the stars above

And who am I,
Just a man that crazy towards a “moon”
I’m never can compete with the stars, never…
I’m nobody, and I never can have her…

And that’s the truth…

By Abdullah Ahmad Badawi

I brace myself to move through the city
I crane my neck and see the pillars scraping the sky
My heart bursts with pride for my race
My nation has come so far…
In my mind, I retrace my youth
There were no arches then, no skyscraping symbols
Just the sound of birds singing in the padi fields
There was, though, the wealth of human spirit
A wealth of forgiveness and love
A wealth of helping hands
Among the thousands of unsung heroes
There are challenges beyond our borders
The world gallops ahead, fast
Hark! Allow us not to be entrapped within our words
The fast will get their rewards
The slow, the leftovers
We chose moderation, not extremism
Inclusion, not isolation
Trust, not suspicion
Togetherness, not control
We moved forward, in a mould our own
That which is inherited will not diminish
That which is cared for will not deteriorate
Here, on this earth
We fill the skyscrapers with our milk of human kindness
We cherish Alfred Nobel’s ambitions and the poems of Muhammad Iqbal
We fertilize the graves of evil wars with the frangipani of peace
Melodious tunes from the flute of our culture of love float across borders
While we plant our flag at the peak of the nation’s pride, towards Glory, Excellence and Distinction.

by sharf

The reason my heart got hurt when I first met you
Now I know why,
Because I didn't stop my racing heart
That was awaken after a long dream

I feel as if I’m going to die if I don't have you
Why do I have so many faults?
I lived because of you, now my life is so miserable
I think I am going to go crazy

Even though you warned me not to be like this
I always seem to remember you
If I could actually send you my feelings
I don’t even know if it’s hard for you

Every time I want to smile, you let me cry,
You make my life goes wrong,
Every time I think of you, I gave away all my life,
Because, it’s you that makes my life meaning full

Although you may not regret leaving me,
I’m still crying
I guess now I cannot dream of you,
I have to throw away your memory
So you can leave peacefully

If I can't meet you again,
I console myself that I should stop loving you now,
I really hope to forget you
To forget the entire memory of you in my heart,

But, it doesn’t seem to go as planned
I tried hard to forget you, but I just can't,
I can’t erase you
My memories towards you are still clear

You already knew that I couldn’t erase you
To overcome the hard deals
But by hurting this much
I don’t know how to overcome it

I don't understand why the heavens made me meet u
And gave me such pain
Will that day come?
Like the dream I dream every night,
The words that you said to me, "I Love You"
Will that day come?
Hugging you and saying I Love You till death

I never know it is so hard to love someone,
If I can find out how to leave with you until the end of time,

Show me the way to your heart…..

by sharf

Tak mungkin jasamu terluput dari ingatanku,

Walau sekadar untuk seketika,

Di jaluran pelangi,

Dan di dada rembulan,

Acap kali tergambar budimu,

Biarpun waktukan gugur seiring musim yang berwarna,

Dan biar sekalipun hujan membasahi,

Jasamu tetap terpatri abadi dihatiku.

Kau seumpama nakhoda,

Biar ditujah angin malam,

Biar sekali pun ditelan ombak gelora,

Kau tetap teguh memacu bahtera ini,

Menuju sinar kejayaan,

Tanpa telunjukmu hanyutlah bahtera ini,

Menjauhi dermaga yang tidak kesampaian,

Mendambakan lara yang terhenti.

Ironinya perjalanan hidupku,

Berpandukan sinaran hidupmu,

Yang sering menerangi malamku,

Dulu diriku goyah,

Yang hanya menantikan tiupan angin sejenak,

Untuk rebah mencium bumi,

Tapi kau membina seribu impian,

Menegakkan kamar yang kian musnah.

Kau memimpin diriku meniti titian pelangi,

Menyuluh gelapku dengan cahyamu,

Kau bawa diri ini menyeberangi lautan gelora,

Walau berjuta ringgit aku berikan,

Walau sebenua aku hadiahkan,

Namun tidak setanding,

Jasa, Budi dan Pengorbanan mu.

Kerana kau, aku bergelar perwira,

Perwira yang berjaya pada negara,

Segala jasa dan pengorbananmu ibarat mutiara,

Yang gugur bagaikan hujan,

Yang membasahi tubuh bangsamu,

Takkan aku lupa ilmu dan pengajaranmu,

Walaupun jasad dimamah bumi,

Akan terpahat di lubuk hati sanubari.

Oh GURU...

by sharf

Sometimes we had to face an obstacle,

Just like the river, rock and stone is their obstacles,

Giving a hard time to flow freely.

Sometimes we had a huge fall in our live,

Just like the river, that have waterfall,

Sure it’s beautiful, but it’s hurts a lot,

That maybe ends up or slows down the flow.

But, with such a sometimes,

The river always ends up to the sea,

Same like our life.

Keep this in mind,

All the obstacle, failure, or fall,

It’s not a way to make us stop trying,

It’s just to slow us down,

Our selves is the one that make us stop trying,

If we given up.

But, if we want to achieve something,

We must never ever give up,

Whether there are obstacles,

Whether we had fall, or failure,

Over and over, and over again,

We must to try every time,

We cannot quit because we afraid we might fail,

We will achieve what ever we want,

If we keep on trying.

Just like a river, that flow through so many obstacles,

Before end up to the sea.